Thursday, February 19, 2009

My voice fails me

I can’t express myself with my voice, but God gave me a mind.

I can’t say what I am thinking, but I can write.

My pen and journal sometimes are my crutch, but at least I know I can utter the cry of my heart.

It sings so many songs, so many songs.

Sometimes I can’t even keep my pen going long enough to get my song out.

It has a value. Just like I have value.

Everyone has a song. It should be sung. People shouldn’t put their interperation into it.

God gave everyone a song.

One that should be shared.

One that expresses them as an individual uniquely created with a purpose.

Is it possible that my song got buried?

Did I lose it?

Will it come back?

Will it be different?

I want my song to come back.

I want my heart to sing again.

Only God can teach me to sing again.

Only God give me back that desire.

Please help me to sing again.

I want to sing again, I just don’t know how anymore.

Has it changed?

Will it be better?

What if I can never sing again?

What if I lost that ability?

Don’t leave me!

Don’t forget me!

I wanna sing my heart song!