For so long I have longed to express my inner self, yet words have always failed me. My pen was my only outlet to the world for so long. Even that has failed me. Tears never were an option. Now they seem to be there all the time. I get so overwhelmed and frustrated. I do not know what to do with them or even what they are for. That is a lie, I do most of the time. But they escape my eyes at the oddest times. Life is so ironic. I wished I was able to communicate with more. I wished I could be free and open up. But trust is hard.......I am learning how to, but it is a slow process.
One of these days I will be free of my fears, my tears, my doubts, and my grief! I will be to soar to the heights God has for me. Maybe I already am soaring, but I am not able to share it yet. God has blessed me with words, I just do not know how to use them anymore.
1 comment:
Tears ARE an option goober. As Tolkien(Lord of the Rings actually) sais..."release the RIVER!!!" slightly different context I admit!
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